hm..no topic

this night i sleep quite late.
suppose i sms hubby said i want sleep edi.
while i got down and take something
my dad was drinking red wine.
he ask me whether i want to taste some
so i did
i drink .i drunk.
my head felt pain again.this time with my heart
after that i went up to my room.

i remeber the day he went to airport.he turned and walked toward me for a hug
he slowly went away from me.
i watched his back get smaller and smaller until he disappeared on my eye.
it was only then that i realized i was holding my breath.

he went to sydney for 9 days.
time flies faster please.
i dont know what suppose i doing now here
i better go to have a rest

tomorrow i will be happy again
you came into my life
i wanted to say i love you
i wanted to say i care.
but cowardly,mybe i need to wait u back only could say to u.

in silence then i will love you no matter what happened
in silence then i will care ...
i just lose myself in you.this close i have never been
these feelings are so new.to have you is my luck

saying good-bye is always hard,

this night we end up phone with a sad mood
i wonder why we will like that.
but i believe tmr will a good day for us.
because everything onwards i will never make u unhappy again

i dontknow what am i writting...i drunk??