Melaka trip 11/8/2012-12/8/2012

The soul sista trip that we planned few month ago. This time only involve 5 girls.

Penny, bb , mun , wei , Sy


We supposedly depart from KL 12pm, end up everyone can't wake up on time.
Finally we arrived in Melaka around 4.30pm plus, before that we head to Ayer Keroh toll rest place to take away some food . We tried out the A&W and some sweet corn waffles . Hahahaha

Then we Check in the phelia resort in Melaka pavilion villa . The place is just so nice . everything talk about environment and the special theme Go Green. We gonna spent our day here.

So we quickly change and of course bikini girls are ready. We went for a short swimming . And have a lots of greats fun .

Of course we head to Jonker street at night for our dinner . We prepare rm250 for the food . And yet we can finish about rm200 just for the food at Jonker walk. Can imagine how crazy are us. The food are cheap and delicious . We try out many food like something with Durian, keow teow, asam laksa, fish , sushi, drinks ......

Everyone so full of course we had plan for next round . Having a drinking session at our room . We bring a Martel Whisky from kl .

We head to 7-11 to buy some mixer and ices and some maggie . Hahaha for sure we will hungry again.


Then the party start since 12 plus , non stop drink as we have good drinker there (BB) , at first we playing truth or dare, end up we play some games with the cards as well. Everyone start down and down . Punishment this and that.
We finish drink at 5am. Omg
And Tmr everyone hangover .

Is so good to have pillows talk with the girls that you trust the most .

Next day we try to the chicken rice at Jonker walk again and then buy some melaka food then we head back to KL. although the trip is short perhaps we will lookin forward more trip about our soul sista .


Xxx

Catch up for more post (:
This month are great month !!

My babe Yap Kah Hong birthday Blast

We celebrate her birthday at Friday at the Scott garden idarx . We having a lot of great fun . But Bb gg quite early . Luckily her bf take care her all the while . I'm so glad that she found her love and also be happy all the moment. Sincerely wish her happy birthday and soul sister forever .

Xxx

爱的发声练习

爱 是 什 么？




昨晚我和家人上了巴士，要前往热浪岛，事前我就用iphone下载了戏，，《爱的发声练习》。

我认为，许多人都这么想得，作为第一次导戏的李鼎，拍戏的剪辑和给人的感觉上还是有点点稚嫩的，
但是，恰恰的他把想要表达的感情和思想，弄得很清晰，但又朦胧，看不进去，就看不懂，但是看进去了，就会发现，真的很明确。
就像他说的——既然心灵和肉体都能结合了，为什么我们还是不能在一起？
　　
刚开始，我看了之后，感觉很朦胧，不清楚那个大S演的小猫到底在这三个男人的身边分别扮演的是什么样的角色，
这三个男人又到底在她心里是什么角色？
爱情，到底是什么？

我想，导演他是故意的吧，编剧是故意的吧，他想给人的就是种朦胧的感觉，好像海市蜃楼，就像爱情，就像小猫一直问的那样。
爱，到底是什么？
看完之后，心里很压抑，为了现实，为了在生活，爱情，利益，肉欲中生存的人们，感到惋惜。
其实，我们每个人都是这样的。我惋惜，很多人的人生。
"你会不会这样？
有些地方，你一辈子再也不想回去
有些人，再也不想遇到
有些电话，从此就想delete掉
但，没有办法，对不对？
就好像有些事，你以为你早已忘记，没想到，却影响你一辈子。"



影片的开头，就让人知道了，小猫是个从小被遗弃的孩子，妈妈遗弃了她，然后妈妈重组家庭之后把小猫接了回来。
但是，小猫的继父对小猫和妹妹不伦的偷窥让小猫无法忍受，而妈妈又为了家庭懦弱的只能让小猫承受，小猫的妹妹因为家庭的压力，像是一个不会说话的哑巴一样只肯写字条，连哭的时候都是只有委屈到扭曲的表情没有声音。
这样的家庭让小猫感受不到温暖。
所以有了，在DO RE MI三个部分中，DO的部分遇到阿良时的那些小小的片段。
Do，
　　 “长大以后我想要那个”小猫指着远处的房子。
　　 “房子吗？”
　　 “那个窗户裡面，他们小小的幸福 ”
　　 “那，我可以当第一号的家人吗？”

小猫和阿良都笑了。


可是，小猫为什么没有和阿良在一起呢？

小猫问阿良：“甚麽是爱？”
“我觉得，爱一个人，是一直付出，不断的付出才对 ”

他是爱小猫的，可是，通过小猫后几次对阿良抚摸她的幻想和亲热的场景，可以表现出，阿良其实是对女性有障碍的，否则也不会有后面阿良和学弟的同性情节。
可是阿良心里，真的一直都是小猫。

Re，
　　 “那我问你，甚麽是爱？”
　　 “爱就是爱，没有甚麽答案的 ”
　　
　　 “我不知道这是不是爱 ”
　　 “身体会告诉你 ”

Re的部分，小猫遇到了小古，小古解释的爱情，就是上面的对话。
小猫没有和第一次见面的男人怎样，却和小古发生了关系。说明她并不完全是为了钱。她是喜欢小古的（身体会告诉你，什么是爱？）是的，身体往往比内心诚实。
小古的成熟气质很吸引小猫，小猫在这三个部分里最爱的人也是小古，但是小猫是善良的女孩子，不能逼迫他离婚，也不能逼迫他给她一个孩子。

“也许我不配拥有幸福，可是，我有能力养一个小孩 ”
小猫对小古说过那么多次，“给我一个孩子。”在这三个人里面她最想要的就是小古的孩子。她其实也是真的爱小古的，但是小猫不是自私的人，是善良的。她没有逼迫小古离婚，但是，有一份爱，却狠狠的纠缠着两个人的心。
小猫和小古分手后，小猫穿着晚礼服躺在马路中间过了一夜
“天亮了，没有做梦，也没有死掉 ”。
小猫穿着漂亮的礼服，那么美，那么凄凉。

MI
“我聼人家说，当你快要看见天堂的时候，撒旦会一直来找你
　　 因为撒旦知道，你已经要到上帝那国去了
　　 所以他会拼命地讨好你，试探你，甚至折磨你”
　　
　　 “也许我不配拥有幸福，可是，我有能力养一个小孩 ”
　　

　　 “我们有病，我们要面对 ”

　　
小猫说，我们要面对，可是，她还是没能在小古身边，因为这些爱情，不属于她们却又纠缠着他们。

MI的部分小猫遇到那个残障的阳光大男生。他喜欢小猫，爱小猫。
但是小猫觉得自己配不上他，选择了搬家，还是和阿良，学弟，妹妹组成一个家庭。
阿良当上了小猫的第一号家人，学弟也和阿良生活在一起，妹妹也不用承担家庭的难堪。
也许这就是最好的结局。
当小猫得知自己怀孕的时候，问sunshine，为什么你不问孩子是谁的。Sunshine笑笑说，我可以当孩子的爸爸吗？
那个瞬间，我觉得那个残障的大男孩，很男人。

最后，咖啡厅里，小古在纸巾上写，边写边哭，他写。
“我觉得你该有个孩子，你该有个家，因为你就该是小猫。”

“你搬过家吗？
　　 你搬家得时候 甚麽东西是你丢也丢不掉
　　 却是大家眼中的垃圾呢？
　　 我不知道我跟阿良 以及这些东西 可以在一起多久
　　 但这一刻 我们彼此的诚实 会在心裡一辈子”

搬家的三个月后 sunshine给小猫发了一个简讯 只有八个字。
“他们都爱你 我也是 ”

“我一直问你 甚麽是爱
　　 可能 爱真的像你所说 没有答案
　　 而是一次次受伤之后 依然支撑着彼此 发出声音的 力量 ”

其实这个世界上，满满的，都是爱。只是，我们不能付出，不能支撑彼此，一直发出声音。没有那样承受一次次受伤，还可以坚持的力量。



其实往往就是这样，爱真的没有答案
我之前和一个朋友聊的很开
他有了孩子和老婆
但是和老婆其实已经分开了
但是因为孩子 却住在一个屋檐
他却爱上了一个女生

当他告诉我，我傻掉
那个女生并没有要求什么
只说了 爱你 是我自己的事
我只是坦白的面对自己

Deep sad

Today I was really upset . There're someone finally able to influenced my happiness . Just because he never shown up today for lunch. Last few day I had a little misunderstand for him. We supposedly have a date on Sunday . I'm planning to self made sushi with him. But unfortunately, I can't managed to contact him for Thursday and Friday. I really angry and sad to maximum because I thought he was ignoring me . And I'm wondering what've I done wrong . It sucks when you're ignored by the one person who's attention means the world to you. Then Sunday night I received his SMS , he explained and said that his phone is left with his friend .
In that moment I'm actually inside the cinema. And I just felt so glad and happy because of his text . How can a person easily change my mood to up and down. I was real happy to get his text . And being with him is just so happy and comfortable. We swam, cook, talk , drink.......
Then last night I went for drink at night. Seriously I was a bit drunk cause one of my friend that I thought can told him everything without hiding of myself , he is on crush with me. And he seems good and I think I feel in love with all the way how he cared me . I am real confuse when he seems like a little confessing . But , never go into a relationship with the wrong intentions. Make sure you can truly see yourself loving him before you enter a relationship. This is what I told myself . Because I choose to not answer anything.

Today I feel really sad because that moment I thought we could really have lunch together . But unfortunately , you're just too busy meeting and I won't blame you because you and I know that we eventually will come out if both of us are free . I understand .

Just stop think too much. I'll be alright .