finally rest

i just finished my job at 22/4/2009 =)

i am so happy. finally can have a one week rest.

i wanna say sorry to my dearest cause since i worked for so many day, he didnt even angry me . yet he is so considerate to me. coming job will be at the gardens from may 1 to 14. not more than a month , someone finally coming back to malaysia. i am so excited and looking forward.

i am living in a happy sweet life. i dont care peoples words. i am fucking happy with what i have now. i bought anna sui lips gloss to my beloved sister. and i knew few friend while i am working at lot10 warehouse sale. anna sui girls - caren ,jess , kanebo girls - lynn, kelly and also hugo boss- Wais.of course still have yakioz which worked with me yet we born at may20 but different year.thanks her mummy always bring food for us at night. we having our happy day while working 1 week sales. i colouring my fingernails. look like brown colour but actually is dark red. mostly ppl say i am started look matured no more cuties face. mybe i just lost 2kg weight.

wanna took a few photo to memorize my day during working and let baby could see my recently photo at sydney.

i am in a good mood . but sometimes i just keep on complain staying at home is too bored. mybe i used to be busy sometimes. so this morning after woke up, i clean my study room. i make some empty places for my coll books. =)

i miss the day going out with guci babes.so awesome and happy. girls usually like 2 go out always.talked about shopping,love , we could chat the whole night.

i miss them so much too

anyway happy birthday to kit siang=)

words to baby weisim

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. Our long is so strong.I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms, only to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything. You are everything to me.I promise you my heart and all the love in it for the rest of my life....

i forgive YoUuuuu

hehe,early morning i woke up thought wanna straight go for shower
but i know mybe someone might update his blog cause yesterday i had show him my anger
we didnt not really chat much at night. then i slpt.
hmmm...
not more than one month finally we can meet edi
guess how many day we are not seeing each others?
67days edi. so long man...
i am so looking forward to see you anyway.
looking forward to wait u at the airport.
miss your car so much. remember u drive me crazy.
i love u so much .
i know recently i keep on work also less accompany you
hope u forgive me also k?
i really hope to see u now. do u know dat?
i gotta go shower soon i will wake u up again after i reach working place.
love u fucking much......

my life so boring damn.....

i just feel so tiring after worked.
looking forward my salary out !!!!!!
i miss baby BADLY....
one more month to go....
iLOVEyouSOmuch!!

getting mad

life is marvellous but we might because of certain thing getting trouble.
some of the people say that man will only feel trouble when they face problems in money, work and woman.
how about teenagers?
i have serious no idea. especially now like me which is in relationship.
i just feel hard to change myself.
mybe i really need counselling as well. its hard to breath sometimes.
yet i am still wonder.

seriously i am not sleepy. but i just feel tired .

i want to share this




歌词
在我最後一次 閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我 愛你
在你懷裡 捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使盡全力 不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘記
你曾經答應我你會好好活下去
先走了　 去了好遠的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回憶 握住卻並不容易
甚至由天決定
不要 太傷心
在我最後一次 閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我愛 你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使盡全力 不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘記
你曾經答應我你會好好活下去
在我最後一次 閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我 愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心裡有千言萬語還沒說給你聽
我使盡全力 不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再 相遇
不能再陪 你
但不要忘記 你曾經答應我你會好好活下去
我永遠 愛你

很好聽的一首歌，亦是很傷感的一首歌。很想記下來，提醒自己珍惜眼前人。


关于 『LAVIGNE - 最后一次』 背后的故事
有一对感情非常好小情侣
双方家长都非常满意对方
准备大学毕业就结婚


正当高三开学无耐
学校体检
检查出女生血蛋白有异常
之后去医院检查
查出患左一种非常罕见的隐形皮肤病遗传病
那种病越严重皮肤就靓越似BB皮肤
最后会因为皮肤太嫩
承受不了肌肉同血管的压力而撑裂


虽然无得医
但男生同双方家长
都要求女生住院
就算无的医都要尽量活得长D


当医生确切定断其生命小于一年命的时候
女生好像被恐惧笼罩着
把子关在房间里不见别人
而是日日都同男生同家人
出去散散步看看日出日落
开始写日记
很努力的记录着过去的日子


所剩无几的时间


当个女写到某一次同个男出街的时候
女生发觉
笔下的文字
绝大多都是自己 同男生一起经历的事
男生应经成为自己不可缺少的一部分
于是女生决定留份礼物给男生
荆棘鸟的绝唱


若干星期过去
曲作好词填好
就叫朋友当帮手录歌
已经病入膏盲的女生
喉咙度D皮肤用大力D都会出血
但都坚持要自己唱


当母盘录出来之后
女生竟然要求使用安乐死
者话是她早就打算好的

手术室的灯熄灭之后
男生出来
女生妈妈把母盘给他
男生听完之后
同她妈妈讲
女生最后对我讲的是：

“再都看不见日出啦
不过我不怕
因为是你陪住我挨着
……
我爱你”

因为女生最喜欢做的事情就是看日出
所以男生决定要走遍可以到日出的地方
将每一个地方的日出都送给女生

加：
最后一次 17岁女生
一位１７岁少女的刻骨铭心的爱情创作。
没有人知道这个女孩的名字，但是大家能确认的是这个女孩已经死了。
对于这首歌有很多种说法，
有人说是当时这个女生得了癌症，这首歌是要给她男朋友做纪念。
也有人说是这首歌是讲述那女孩子被男友抛弃，在自杀前写的一首歌。
还有的是她和她的男友很相爱，可是不幸的是，她的男友生了重病，然后那个女的便写了这首歌给他，过后写了之后，男了去世了，女的也跟着自杀。

i just read this and my tears is drop.
i hope everyone can really cherish what u have now .
especially you knew someone is love you so much.
dont miss the chance if u love someone.
because everything is fate and chance . once pass by, everything will be change
yet i love him so much

i am so sorry

sorry kah kheng ><
i really felt apologzise sorry of your MYVI .
i promise myself i have to improve my driving skills...

JOB for april . HACKER GO DIE!

april fools 1/4/2009

yea , today finally i am not working at santorini anymore.feel so free. so today morning i going to interview with my sister for the beauty fair JOB. so early morning we reach there, felicia called me. she's late cause of jam on the road. so i date my sister went to mcdonald have our breakfast.

my sister asked me to order.

ME: can i order ONE set of happy meal pan cake and one set eng mcmuffin.drinks will be cold milo

waiter : okay , please wait for a moment

YET, he give me two set HAPPY MEAL !!!! too bad i paid edi but nvm lar. i dont think i got say any wrong seriously.

early morning my smile

after we went for interview , hmm.. they start to give us training and introduction of the product.

and the salary they offer is not bad .i promised them worked for 16days.

which is

april 3,4,5 at lot10

april 10-16 at KLCC

april 17-22 at lot10

so april salary at least also up to 1.5k basic

this time i must save it up .may wanna buy something =)

baby let me work on MAy 1 to 14 also. i am so happy. at first i was afraid to ask permissions from him. but at last he allow me to work on that 14 day. but salary only Rm980. quite little but nevermind as long as wont so boring to stay at home.cause everytimes i work , i feel the time very fast to pass. now baby still got 44day to back .

then after that wait for mummy and aunty to came sg.wang for shopping. we ate at kim gary 1st

then after finished, we start shopping edi. i went to romp bought a cardigan for college use.

i had receive letter from tarc .may18 will my 1st day of school. i bought everything for college. quite desperate to go in coll . nike bag , adidas shoes. water bottles etc. i bought a dress and jeans pant too. haha

today is april fools. hubby act angry . make me so sad. then he told me he just wanna make fun .

2/4/2009 thursday

yea, today i have to meet babe edi. i feel so happy. be babe model for her parctise make up.i just miss her so much and wenwen and also wei wei .cause WE ARE GUCI BABES =) long time didnt really have a chat. babe BB , i just wanna tell you , u have to think twice when u make decision.cause u told me someone is chasing you right. all the best . i wont want to give any comment but wei wei surely will not agree.because i had no more feeling on that person, so i wont really mind cause i know when feels come, no one can hide. especially you are the one who need to face it. all the best and any good news bad news informed me.haha.

this is the 1st time i take photo with BB

we look like twins sister?

cause from the 1st met last time in pussy cat ,

we took the 1st photo ,

everyone say both of us is jus like real sister

baby wei simt is not happy. stupid hacker hack him. the hacker somemore is GIRL. hm.. but at last she gv back baby password everything.but he gone 440Million. fucking shit HER bitchies.

NOW i wanna tell my baby something.Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what?

I love you that much too.You are so "The Man."