Deep

There is something locate deep inside dark small corner in my heart.
which i never wish to tells out.

lies..
not gonna tells lies anymore i spoke to myself
telling lies is fucking damn hard in the life
of course you may lie someone easily but i guess you'll not going to be as happy because of guilty
I'm not gonna express what i want actually
because i don't want to change
i don't owe a something new life.
i hate changing this and that
whatever i hope is just remain.
how to remain? nothing else can do ,
hide every unhappy stuff unhappy experienced in somewhere i hardly find
is it the best solution ?

well , recently I'm been busy watching vampire stories season one and now I'm watching seasons 2.
i guess I'm freaking addicted to so call " Vampire " i know its not the realistic but somehow
when i watched it , it is so meant to me

how they actually protected the one they loved .
but the urge of human blood which they natural wants.
however , there are humanity which is really so important...
no humanity , not a human