i'm here !

i cant believe i'm blogging right now. is about 2.51pm. i suppose reached home from college quite a long time .
but because of waiting my small sister shanny , i'm blogging at my college CITC so called computer lap.
it is huge and giving me a nice environment here.next time i gonna upload my college citc building. is totally huge and a lot of computers there for us to use =D

anyway recently i have a deep think. wondering this and that.
and there is always no answer.
yet , i don't know what i want and what am i suppose to do.
conclusion is i'm getting lost and lost.just no reason.

human , always do something but not they want.
human , always wish to do something but is totally different.
human , will always do different from what they expected to do.

so which one is i'm facing now ?
i guess is all include!

today early morning ,my hand was really pain.
i have to drive to college. but last night i've felt better.
but no choice i got to drive to college.
then when i want to reverse my car. unfortunately, i accidentally bang my neighbor car.
but my car was alright. but i still continue drive to college without informing them.
am i that bad?
i really speechless.
then when arrive college , i found that recently i'm quite emo and emo.
a small thing can make me feel damn moody and even show out my anger face.....

there is a lot thing more happen on me.
i wish i could really have a rest !!!!