17# 女人

Behind every beautiful girl, there's a guy who did her wrong and made her strong.

16# 瓶頸

Be strong now, because things will get better. It may be stormy now, but it can't rain forever

I always tell myself
Don't sad
Don't unhappy
Don't regret
Don't give up
Don't stop
Bla bla bla
In reality, every single step you've to walk carefully in order not to drop down.
People out there is waiting you to fall
But bare in mind
Today whatever your decision make there will have the consequences
Is all depend what you want
And how you achieve

The more u tell me I can't do
The more I will bound higher

Although now I'm really feel so dark and sad

But trust me,

Penny won't down .

#15 選擇

The two biggest decisions in life is knowing when to keep fighting or realize it's time to walk away.

#14 gift

Thank to You .

you're awesome.

i love this gift so much.

Facetime with Peggy

FaceTime with my pig sister taht currently at Australlia .

13# who we are

Everyone comes into your life for a reason;
some good, some bad.
They shape, form and break us.
But in the end
they make us who we are.

只好做好你自己
做好本份
就不用但心別人怎麼看你

12# 科技

科技的發達
現在的我
只要電話沒有電
就會開始懊惱
反而不是因為錢包沒有錢而煩惱

11# LIBRARY

Yesterday night one gang of best team having drink at library@avenue K.
Adele, Amelia , Brandon , Tzia , Yong Hao and yong hao hometown friend which i forget his name.
we chill there and the best and worst part is the only thing it appear in my mind is just him.
i damn fucking wish to forget everything. but the scene coming out one by one, memories cannot be lied.
at last i end up crying and vomit.
Well, this is call Life i guess...

10# friendship

He isn't my boyfriend, but i love his hugs, smile, advice, kindness 

& the times we laugh together,.

I just fell in love with our friendship. 

#TheNoteBook

You were part of my past.

Now i'm leaving you behind 

and 

taking a step towards my future.

9# 喜欢与爱的分别

喜欢与爱的分别


当你站在你爱的人面前，你的心跳会加速；

但当你站在你喜欢的人面前，你只感到开心。

当你与爱的人四目交投，你会害羞；

但当你与你喜欢的人四目交投，你只会微笑。

当你和你爱的人对话，你觉得难以启齿；

但当你和你喜欢的人对话，你可以畅所欲言。

当你爱的人哭，你会陪她一起哭；

但当你喜欢的人哭，你会技巧的安慰她。

当你不想再爱一个人，你要闭上眼睛并忍著泪水；

当你不想再喜欢一个人，你只要掩住双耳。

你知道嘛!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!




《爱》与《喜欢》是不同的!!!

爱是日久生情。。。一旦爱上了一个人，心里便不会有第二个。

喜欢是一见钟情。。。喜欢不止可以喜欢一个，而是可以喜欢一个以上。

爱是永远的，而喜欢是短暂的，可以一年，一个月，一个星期。。。

8# 錯的人

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真正的可笑

愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人
明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身

可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨

聽著這首歌
讓我再次的流眼淚

只想要有個人
好好的疼愛我
真的有那麼難嗎？

愛你有兩三年多了
但是大家都累了
記得2007年12月份 你回來了
第一次再見面我卻在times square 等你等了一個小時
我真的很生氣，但是我不怪你
你因為很久沒有回來馬來西亞
害羞的我們
看著你那個bronze hair 我真的嚇呆了
想起太多太多的回憶。。。
連我最愛的chloe香水 一天比一天的越來越少
到最後也會只剩下空的瓶子
我選擇不去用
或許我只是找不到藉口去結束一切
或許我相信我們還有那麼一絲絲的希望
再提也已經沒有用
分手四月份到現在
記得在我生日的時候
我給你機會來載我
你卻沒有在車裡說一句話
今年的生日我並不快樂

兩個月後，
當我努力很掙扎的把你給忘的時候
也有些人嘗試的介入
不同的人我都感受到他們對我的愛
但自問我卻不配
也不值得得到他們所對我付出的愛

我很敏感我是所謂的大小姐
雖然很喜歡別人哄我
但是我就是我

坦然的面對我自己

昨晚的我很不快樂
但是這些一點一滴的不快樂
漸漸的讓我成長

你不曾出現

i cant believe actually i post this
but nothing can prove that what actually my feeling is.
write better than show action.

#7 just the way you are

[很多人，因为寂寞而错爱了一人；

但更多的人，因为错爱一人，而寂寞一生。

很多人可以彼此相爱，却无法相守。

不是他/她不够爱你，只是他/她不敢肯定，

这爱，最终是不是只是浮云]

copy by bb post

 

sometime fate is always making fun on us.

we will never met the real one until we face a lot of tough time 

 

therefore ,

sometime it's better to be alone because no one can hurt you like that way.

because the memories is always worth the pain.

but you'll never know in my dreams, you're mine forever. 

 

Never changed.

i remember this song " never be replaced"

 

 

#6 Feeling

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

I miss you

5# learn

He who does not know and does not know that he does not know, is a fool. Show him.
He who does not know and knows that he does not know, is a child. Teach him.
He who knows and does not know that he knows, is asleep. Wake him.
But he who knows and knows that he knows is wise. Follow him.”

Understand the the four sentences because it is not about who you know but what you know.

bye

Today I caught myself thinking about you, remembering your smile, the way you could always make me happy, how you were always able to cheer me up, I remembered how it felt with your arms around me, holding me close to you, the way you would look in my eyes, the way you would kiss me so sweetly, but when I realized I was smiling, I remembered the heart break, I remembered the crying, I remembered the Goodbye.

4# stop

sometimes no matter how much you love someone, that person can't just love you back.
i know that a relationship without trust is like a pool without water. you can jump in but you'll only get hurt.
this is exactly the same situation that if you're not ready, dont start a new relationship, you can start easily but you'll only get hurt.

i randomly surf net and i found out he actually post some new post. i'm sad because whatever he wrote is nothing relate me. anyway, penny always stand strong.
i'm still walking alone for myself. fight for myself not for anyone.
and i realise i dont need anyone .

whatever i've done, i have to stop .
i'm sorry if i hurt someone .
i am just doing what am i suppose to do.

3# you and me?

i realize this.. its funny how you can do nice things for people and they will never notice it, but once you make one mistake, they'll always remember it.
how good if the past few month right, you're the one who supporting me , i guess the more i can succeed.
you were the one who not putting effort into us.
you were the one never wanna hold me back.
you were the one i could never forget .
you were the one i miss you the most even how you hurt me.
whatever is already a past.
what i can do ?
i really dont know what i can do.
i'm glad that you're fine, so do i too.

i often remind me
you cant wait for life to hand you things, it doesn't work like that,
anything worth having is worth fighting for.

13.7.2011 is a day that i cant forget, somehow i dont know how to express my feeling here.i know i wont be regret but ........

2# letting go

one of the hardest thing to do is letting to not because you want to but because you have to.
everyone will face this just that face at which situation. relationships? friendships?
As i know nowadays its hard to find a good person, someone who will just listen and not judge you.
someone who will just take you as you are.

yesterday i call somebody, he told me that he was at karaoke singing with friend.
the first that i thought is wow how wonderful life he having right now. OMFG happened on Monday night.
maybe he is having sem break? well i don't know and I'm not suppose to know.

#1 Penny move forward

Well, i decided to move forward right now.
I'll come to an end my 100 post and the date for me to stop thinking about all my past.
Every now and then i don't be fearful to try new things. Everything you've experienced will be a lesson which honest you for the better.

i know I'm actual certainly not stop loving an important person. Nevertheless no matter how i just be taught how to be in this world without them in my existence.
Though this coming #100 post, that was in actuality a exact me.
Whatever i put across here, is for myself.
If you find objectionable, please back off.
=)

i just prefer to stand up for what i accept as true in even if means standing alone.
i don't really mind to be alone as long as i know what exactly i doing and what the point i doing.
What am i accomplish is damn simple.


And i need a secure and stable life .
p/s I'm not the girl that you think . not that simple =)